Thursday, March 31, 2005

wow, long time no see

ok, so i haven't posted anything but website references for a while now. so sue me. easter break just finished, not saying much, the only good thing about it was the fact that i got to sleep in almost every day. other than that, it was rather boring, just as i predicted. only two days of school this week, and then four next week (we get friday off because of prom) and to anybody this concerns that doesn't already know this: our group is going to johnny's, which won by one vote (i didn't vote so there'd be an odd number. that and i like both restaurants).

yea, so like i was talking about in my post last night, operation goaticide is under-weigh. i dunno if "goaticide" can actually be considered a word, but o well. it's a word now. so anyways, i'm back in study hall (first time this semester, i'm doin' pretty good) and in ms. sefranek's room currently. and guess what?! i have nothing better to do than to sit here and type this! yay.....

so on thursday my mom decided she wanted more pictures of my brother (matt) and i, and took us to sears to, what else, get our pictures taken. how exciting. eh, it was fairly painless, except i'm no good when it comes to forcing a smile. and for about one-third of the pictures (they only took five or so) i was having some major issues producing an acceptable smile. anyway, what i was getting to was that by taking these pictures, my mother (and relatives she showed the proofs to) have come to the conclusion that as matt and i have gotten older, we look more similar. it probably helps alot that i got black lo-lights; matt's hair's always been darker than mine. since we have no life, we were discussing this over french fries (which matt kept stealing mine that lil' bastard), popcorn (which mom gave some to matt to appease his fry-stealing tendencies), and pizza (matt's a teenage guy, needless to say he has a big appetite). matt's eyes are wider and darker, then there's the obvious gender differences (but i do believe this whole thing was comparing facial features in the first place). anyway, just saying, not that you care, not that i care, i'm just taking up space.

for the last couple days i've been working on my website. i'm starting construction on the reviews section, and i'm almost done uploading all of the read or die screen caps. so i've been rummaging through the bowels of the internet searching for acceptable pictures from anime series(es) that i've seen to make into buttons. here's the evangelion one i made.

well, i think i'll just get back to uploading. until... whenever...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life Goat FAQ - IGN FAQs

Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life Goat FAQ - IGN FAQs

yea, i know it may seem odd that i'm putting up a faq for a video game, but my god this is funny! this faq addresses the problem of the goat that you can buy. (i do believe i mentioned my goat in an earlier post). anyway, as i recently discovered, the goat is good for nothing after just one short year. thus begins my search for a way to get rid of the goat (and no, i can't sell it, i tried that one already). this faq provides an extremely humorous solution to the goat problem. give it a read, it really doesn't even matter if you've heard of the game or not, it's still hilarious!

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Gizoogle - Fo all you beotches who wanna find shiznit

Gizoogle - Fo all you beotches who wanna find shiznit

oh, man, get a load of this. matt (my brother) showed me this one.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Savetoby.com | Only YOU have the power to Save Toby!

Savetoby.com | Only YOU have the power to Save Toby!

yea, this is just more proof that the world is goin' to hell.

Sauce hides the smell

Sauce hides the smell

you know the drill

have you ever gotten the thought that people are laughing at you, not with you?

yea, i'm thinkin' it's just me again. yay! now i'm talkin' to myself again..... ok, so it's really boring here, still...... and i just downloaded about 20 new internet bumper stickers, so i mostly wanted to post one.... yea that's it..... uh, bye...

Friday, March 18, 2005

holy shit!

damn! ok, does everybody remember when nick was complaining that google adsense didn't approve his website or whatever? well, i applied to adsense, just for the helluvit, and guess what? I WAS ACCEPTED! :O seriously, i'm having problems believing this. nick was turned down because of his excessive use of profanity. well, shit, i swear more than nick anyday (damn is my favorite word. sure hope i never get turrets or however you spell it). anyway, i'm wondering whether i should actually activate this or not. ads are annoying, and i was so happy when i upgraded my website (animetion express) and got rid of all the ads. on the other had getting money is nice. or the other hand (or foot, i think i ran outta hands by now) where there is the fact that next to nobody (or perhaps nobody at all) reads my blog, so would i even get any money at all? i know i never click on ads, so why would you (whoever you are)? feedback would be nice, if anyone's there.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

did i get boring again?

well, sure looks like it. i gotta think of some new material. today was retreat, and i learned that if jesus didn't die for us, there would be alot more sex going on in the world. (thank you, eric) i also came to the conclusion that guys have a thing with carrying around sticks. yes, sticks. it seems that just about every guy that went walking in the woods picked up a stick and carried it around till we went back inside. there was also a report of a severed fox's head by the railroad tracks, but i never saw it personally. the food was ok, but we needed more snacks. we only got snacks after lunch, while we were more hungry in the morning. -.- anyway, i also learned that i'm like tim (jessie's boyfriend tim) in the fact that neither of us eat the weird-shaped fries. i got this one from jessie as she ate my weird-shaped fries. i didn't even notice that i did that, it must be an involuntary habit. o, and we built captain ron's pirate ship in the lego activity. everybody else made something god-oriented and including a "stairway to heaven". we made a pirate ship with a tootsie roll wrapper flag and a sorry excuse for a jet ski connected (originally it was supposed to be a treasure chest). later on right before we left they gave us all letters that our parents had written to us. my mom drew an awesome picture of a dragon (she copied one of my statues) on her letter, and i would scan it and stick it here, except i don't have a scanner. hell, i haven't even got a printer. (well, we have one, but it's only for macs, as all but two of the computers in out house are macs. we have around 10 computers, and no we're not rich, they're just really old computers. remember the lil' ones we used in grade school? (well, i had them at my grade school) yea, those are the ones we got. our newest, besides mine, is the very first version of the imac) hopefully i'll get one (a printer) when i go to college.

ranma was awesome, by the way, and now the second boxset is currently being processed in anahiem, ca, after which it will be shipped to me! i was gonna salute somebody as person of the moment from ranma, but i can't remember who. i knew this morning. i've narrowed it down to either nabiki, kasumi, or dr. tofu. or maybe it was the jyusenkyo tour guide? anywho, i suggest you visit today's engrish sighting. and don't order the badweiser, needless to say, it's bad. i would link it here, but i'm being lazy.

Monday, March 14, 2005

black holes suck

yay! ranma is FINALLY coming in the mail today. it should be waiting on our front step when i get home. ok, so i'm just bored again in free. english homework just doesn't sound appealing right now.... or ever.... anyway, this weekend wasn't all too exciting. matt and my dad were outta town all weekend, so it was just me and my mom. on saturday she was gone ALL day, tho, so after the parade and shopping with jessie, it was just me and the dog. i was really tired and in a bad mood, so i ended up taking a nap from about 6 till 745. after that my mom called and we went back up the mall and bought my dress. i didn't buy it originally because i wanted a size smaller (since it's strapless) but they didn't have it. my mom told me that her friend could take it in the tiny bit that it needed, so we went back up and bought it. on sunday i skipped church since my mom wasn't feeling well, so we both just slept in. after that i went to work. yea, that was my weekend.

so at the moment, i'm just putting up with the school day till i can go home and watch ranma. oh, hmm, what to say, what to say.... i'm trying to keep my imaginary audience entertained after all. i was working on my website for a while, but then it started acting weird again and the page wouldn't load after i uploaded an image. so i gave that up and now i'm here. uhhhh...... yea..... i think that's about it. heh, isn't my life so exciting?

Evil Trash

Rubbish
here's some engrish fun for ya.

Friday, March 11, 2005

it's officially my day to take a crack at everyone (well, almost everyone)

yea, reason i say that is that it's the second time today that i've just layed into someone. this morning rob's lil' brother was pissing me off and being insubordinate (a violation of clarinetamandment vi) so i was yelling at him. everybody seems to think it's funny when i get mad at people, but i wonder if they'll think that if they're the one i'm mad at. if they're still laughing i'm thinking that they're really gonna need some good insurance after i leave. or something. anyway, person number two was this freshman kid in my pottery class who was being a real smartass. of course i had to correct him. he was telling bob how horrible bob was doing on the potter's wheel, and that of course he could do way better. my ass he could. this kid is such a fucking moron that when the wire we use to cut the pot off the wheel wasn't on the table next to the wheel, he took some random tool and pried his pot off. causing it to have a nicely sized hole in the bottom. after class, he has the nerve to gloat.
kid: "hey, bob, want me to give you some tips?"
me: "o yea, i really want to know how to get a hole in the bottom of my pot"
"yea sure, my pot was awesome"
"o yea, since you put a hole in it because you didn't go look for the wire, you IDIOT!"

this continued on for a bit, as i continued to rag on him and he continued to attempt to recover face. needless to say, he failed miserably at this. the whole time bob and mae were behind me and the kid laughing their asses off. it's been a pretty good morning, how 'bout you?

so today is finally friday, and consequetly it's payday, yay! tonight my mother asked if i wanted to go see a chic flick, as we're the only people (other than the dog) that are gonna be home. matt and my dad are on the church high school ski trip. why didn't i go, you ask? why would i go, i say. it's not like there's gonna be anyone for me to hang out with there. i really didn't blend well with all the people from my grade school, so here i am. thing is with the chic flick idea, i don't know if there's even any chic flicks out. that and i dunno if i really feel like going to any. on a whole i prefer fantasy, sci-fi, and/or action flims. comedy is good too, but not all comedy is funny. tomorrow it's gonna be me and, uh, me at home, as my madre is gonna be at her parents' house ripping up carpet all day. i'll be at the parade in the morning (like i already said five times), and then i'm going shopping with jessie (which i've said already once). after that it's me and pepsi, which i kinda like it that way. if i'm gonna be home, i like to be home alone.

ok, now here's my contribution to the recruitment of new memebers to the EricLand Forums. i was made moderator for the japanamation board, so i'm s'posed to be helping find people. too bad nobody really reads this and this message isn't gonna help the boards whatsoever. oh well.

i'd also like to add another 'person of the moment'. at this moment, the person is shinji ikari from neon genesis evangelion. shinji really gets a bad rap from the world. from the people in his world, AND the people out here. they say he's a wimp and a wuss and a whiner, etc. etc. but i say different. sure, he does whine on occation, but he's really more of a pacifistic person who is constantly trying to appease others. asuka comments on that one, telling shinji that he's ALWAYS apologizing for something, it's not HIS fault, so he should stop apologizing for everything. she really gets into saying that too. but that's just the way shinji is. he hasn't had the best of childhoods either. his mother died, his father is a jackass, and he grew up away with some... teacher? of his. technically he did run away, but his father told him to leave too, so that just added to the whole jackass/bastard thing that is gendo ikari. as to the wuss and wimp comments. honestly, how many 14-year olds will go into a giant machine-like thing and pilot it against vicious enemies time and time again? sure, he says he's too afraid to pilot the evangelion every so often, but he does end up piloting it anyway. the kid is only fourteen. when i was fourteen i know i wasn't so secure with myself, just like shinji. i think the reason people are so intolerant of shinji is because of the way other young anime characters are depicted. many hero/heroines of anime stories are young kids in anywhere from 8th to 11th grade. these characters are depicted as being extraordinarily brave in fighting evil and other such things. shinji is portrayed more like an 8th grader would actually act. so anyway, hats off to shinji ikari, the third child.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

just came to a realization

all blogs seem to have a point to them. a central idea that all the posts relate to, that or they are just records of somebody's daily life. then i thought.... my blog has no point. it's just me, and the keyboard, and whatever transmits between them. it does kinda follow the title of my blog "everybody is somebody's weirdo" and i do have a small amount of my daily goings-on recorded, but it's mostly just me rambling on, isn't it? yes, yes it is.

then i was thinking about getting a new layout, but that would be really difficult because of all the coding in there that i'm not familiar with. i can do html and ccs (or is it css?) but that's about it. i'm too lazy to learn the rest. i like the polka dots anyway. i was just thinking how nice it would be to have an anime character lookin' at'cha whilest reading this.... whoever you are.....

yea, going back to what i was saying in the first paragraph, mike's (yep, just mike, i'm gonna try to avoid using last names. they can be annoying) blog is entirely made up of posts about politics. HOW CAN YOU THINK ABOUT POLITICS THAT MUCH?! i find it astonishing, really i do. then again, people probably find it astonishing how much i think about anime/books/things that aren't real. or maybe it's more of a "oh my god, get a life...." or a freaky impression, i really don't know.

i'm just really bored today. after all this is the second post with actual content for today. usually when i post a second, well, post a day it's when i found something interesting on the web to link to. i really outta go to bed now, though...... and shower and all that good stuff...... so i guess this is it.........

Love is chemistry, sex is physics.

if you don't talk to your cat about catnip someone else will

Cat-owners of america, be warned! Today's cats face a very different lifestyle than the cats of 30 years ago, back when catnip was just thought of as a toy-stuffing. Now, however, things have really gotten out of hand. Talk to your cats, because they need to know when catnip is ok, and when it's too much. Do you want your precious fluffy to end up like the cat shown here? It all started as a simple assasin business, but he let things get out of hand. The next thing you know, he's associating with potion-stealing ogres and talking donkeys that don't shut up, and being forcefully subdued by the knights. This cat was caught smuggling catnip and sentenced to hang from a wall by his forepaws in a tower till whenever. Unfortunately, he and his associates had outside contacts who assisted them in a jailbreak. Talk to your cats, they'll listen.

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well, that was a nice break from reality.... or was it? so anyway, my computer is finally letting me download gifs from Anime Gifs Paranoia and one or two other sites i found, no thanks to you. so now i can put random lil' figures movin' around in my blog for no apparent reason whatsoever! my ranma 1/2 boxset was finally shipped yesterday. unfortunately DiscountAnimeDVD's h.q. is in anaheim, california, and i ordered ups ground shipping (it was cheaper than air, duh) so it's not s'posed to arrive till monday. yea, and i'd just like to add that shane is a moron. chris too, he's a moron AND a loser.

today was late start, which was nice, but i burned the side of my neck with the curling iron in attempts to tame my hair (yes, you CAN use a curling iron to straighten hair). so that set my morning off to a lovely start. i wish it was friday. but if it were friday, then i'd have getting up early to go to the st. patty's day parade to look forward to. what a wonder weekend this will be. unless i go shopping, that'll lighten things up a bit. i really wish today was over.

Wednesday, March 9, 2005

?sdrawkcab daer uoy nac

yet another exciting day in the life of anne. i'm really running out of things to talk about at the moment, so i dunno how long this post is gonna be.....

ok, so the st. patrick's day parade is this saturday, and i am hoping to go prom dress shopping with jessie afterwards. she said she wants to get to work sometime after the parade, so i dunno if that's gonna work out. i already have a dress in mind and everything. now the trick is to finding it. i've actually only seen this dress once last year, but since then i've seen one just like it only a different color. but it doesn't matter, i WILL get this dress. it was only $100 too! last year i got a real bargain though, $15. i think someone had returned it because it was on clearance. i wish we were graduated already, being in school is really getting annoying. i wanna be out of school and free from my parents. of course i'll still have to put up with them all this summer, but after that i'm living in the UNO dorms.

oh, um.... well.... i really don't want to bore all of you imaginary readers, so i'll just quit before i start going into "er..." and "uh..." and "dammit...."

Monday, March 7, 2005

Hot Stationery

Hot Stationery

today's engrish discovery was just too funny to go unnoticed.

read on to discover the secret of life

ok so here i am in the media center during my first free period of the day. i have some english to do, but i think i'll put that off till next period..... damn, now it is next period, my second free. needless to say, i'm not in the mood to do any actual work. it is monday after all.

ok, i haven't had a person of the moment for a while (well, technically i have i suppose, but kikyo's had more than her share of time in the lime-light) so i think it is time to salute a new 'person of the moment'. (i should make a banner that says that or something...)

for the moment, the person to salute is maggie mui from r.o.d. the t.v. i love maggie, she's just the greatest. she doesn't always get quite as much credit as she deserves in the show, but that doesn't make her any less important. she's probably got the most valor of the paper sisters, even if it seems anita does (anita just has alot of pluck). maggie is very tall.... very, VERY tall, but her personality comes across as very meek. she's just rather shy. maggie is probably the biggest bibliophile in the entire read or die universe, even more than yomiko and michelle. after all, maggie is the one who goes through some serious withdrawl when she hasn't got anything to read. maggie also has a strange affinity for small confined places. back in their hong kong apartment, maggie slept under the table with a bedsheet over it, and when the sisters moved into nenene's apartment in japan, she chose to room in the closet under the stairs (actually, it was next to the stairs but whatever). maggie on numerous occations puts her life in danger in order to protect and/or save anita and michelle (but mostly anita). this she is greatly underappreciated for, as anita always gives her a hard time and is almost to a point of being abusive. maggie being the passive and shy person she is, just lets it go. hats off to maggie mui, the middle paper sister!


a classic.

Sunday, March 6, 2005

Otaku Barbie

Otaku Barbie

oh you just GOTTA see this.....

*yawn*

yea, so, it's been a pretty busy weekend. i had to go to work thursday, friday, and saturday night, and this evening as well. i was gonna go bowling on saturday after work, but it turns out that john was misinformed about when open-bowling was. he ended up not coming with us anyway. so jessie, kristy, suzie, lynsey, joe, and i went to village inn and had food. we spent about an hour and a half (or so) there laughing our asses off at whatever random things the other people had to say. lot's of fun. then joe and jessie and i went back to jessie's house and tried out her new massage chair. that thing is nuts.

so i was going through the comments on the most recent post in things i hate about my flatmate and i found that alot of people actually post thier blog's url in their comment, as well as signing in under their blogger username while posting. i find that sad. just being that desparate to get people to come to their blog. if people find what you type interesting enough, they'll find it eventually. (especially if you're signed in while posting; they can just click on your name)

last couple nights i've been having dreams with the characters from r.o.d. the t.v. in them. namely anita. in the first one the characters lived in a world that resembled the layout of the baker's where i work, and they kept wandering into these weird voids where stuff was floating in the air. they kinda reminded me of the black void full of doors that inaba and the fate production bureau work in in urusei yatsura. anyway, one time they wandered down aisle 7 or 8 and went into one of those warps, and something happened, and anita died. i can't remember for sure, but i think it was junior who shot her..... weird..... anyway, the next one i had last night featured mainly anita, but michelle showed up towards the end. it was some really weird depiction of anita's mysterious past. of course, this isn't really what her past is like in the series, but it was in my dream. anita was some kind of egyptian princess thousands of years ago, till she got sick of sitting in the middle of this dark room all day surrounded by attendants and decided to run away. so she's escaped and is running through this weird, old, dusty house and somehow runs through a time warp and one point. then she finally finds an exit and runs outside to the modern world, where michelle finds her. apparently the two of them meet maggie later. but yea, that's is, end of dream.

anyway, i'm looking for a good place to find anime gifs (the moving kind, not avatars). i used to get them from animated anime gifs paranoia, but for some reason, that website won't let me save the images to my disk anymore. it'll only let me save everything as bitmaps, which of course eliminates the motion. so in order to put random lil' dancing, shooting, fighting, running, whatever characters into my blog (like the hampsters a few days ago) i gotta find a new source. so if anybody knows any good sites, please let me know.

Thursday, March 3, 2005

Things I hate about my Flatmate

Things I hate about my Flatmate

this was just recently recommended to me by eric. i read the 3 most recent posts, and this promises to be an interesting blog, if you care to take a peek. i sympathize with the blogger about the milk post. warm milk is just plain nasty. i sure hope i don't wind up with stupid dormies. all i gotta say is that they better put me and jessie in the same dorm, or i'm gonna go kick somebody's ass. or maybe i'll just act like a pain-in-the-ass until i've been transferred from dorm to dorm to dorm to dorm and finally ended up in the same one as jessie. having jessie as a dormie guarentees that at least one half of our unit will be idiot-free.

it has been brought to my attention that i sort of sound like i'm talking to myself. well, not only have i typed entire paragraphs debating this issue, it's got some solid truth in it. here i am, sitting in front of my computer, typing silently to an invisible and quite possibly non-existant (or miniscule at the very most) audience. i can even hear my own voice speaking all this word for word in my head. so yea, to a certain extent i'm talking to myself.

joe just suggested that i take a lil' space in my blog to document my really bizarre dreams (the ones i can remember anyway), so here goes.

the duck
ok, this one starts out in a harmonious-like colorful swamp in australia. then suddenly, this poacher shows up, who bears a striking resmeblance to whats-his-face the poacher from the rescurers down under. he pulls out his shot gun and shoots this evil-looking duck. ok, this is where i come in (sort of) this entire dream i see through the eyes of a bug who is sometimes a person (me). just a lil' beetle or whatever. so me the beetle and my buggy friends set out on a mission to rescue the duck. why? i'm not quite sure. so now we're swinging from vines and crawling up spikey walls and dodging crocodiles and following the poacher's canoe. we lose him at one point, but catch up at the meat-processing facility. (the whole while we seem to be switching from being bugs to humans and vice versa). so now comes the dangerous part. we have to enter into the production system to find the duck. the whole system is underwater pipes (actually they resemble air ducts alot) so we have to hold our breath for a long time. then we reach a part where we gotta split up and i'm following what i think is the duck (a book-bag type object containing packaged duck meat) and somebody else is following it another just like it, and somebody dies because they go through the radiation pipe. then i manage to lose the dead duck (or whatever it was) and escape into this dark room, with only one uncovered lightbulb and a pull switch hanging from the ceiling. the walls are covered in that fake wood cardboard siding stuff and there's a table in a corner. so i'm back in my human-me form and some guy walks in. he was apparenly one of the bugs too, and we're really close friends. it's some kinda scary hiding-from-the-gestapo moment for a while, then i woke up. bizarre, no?

ok, well, i think i bored you long enough for one day. so i leave you with some words of wisdom:
It is impossible to make anything foolproof, because fools are so ingenious.

teeth were not made for stripping wires

just some random advice there. oh, just another boring day here. i woke up, and i went to school. my dad had to drive my brother again, of course, because it's heresy for matt to be late to school. i would have made it on time though, if not for some jackass in his stupid white truck with silver flames on the side and tazmanian devil mud flaps. goddam that iowegian!! ok, first it wasn't so bad, but he wasn't consistant at his speed. (he would slow down then speed up, but it wasn't so bad, i've seen worse). then he started swerving in and out of his lane, he almost went off the road and then almost into the right lane of traffic. then when i try and pass the bastard, he revvs his engine and speeds up! goddam him! then he's got the nerve to wave merrily at me when i get back behind him (there was a slow guy in the other lane) so thanks to that bastard, i was late for school. then we had to go march outside in band, which isn't that bad generally, but when you're in a bad mood and it's cold, it just adds. but generally it wasn't so bad. (the marching, that is)

ok, enough of that, somewhere during second and third i was distracted from my bad mood. now it's just a boring day again. i have to go to work after school. i really wish i had a more interesting job. it would be better if we had little stools to sit on back there or something, too. but no, we gotta stand for however many hours straight we gotta work. which in my case is 5.5 hours straight, since i'm usually the only one there so i don't get a break. sometimes there's some frosting buckets stacked on top of eachother and i can use that as a chair.



yay, today is jane eyre reading day. i'm so excited. i really wish people weren't so moronic and would just learn to cheat properly, but no! they have to go and put something as stupid as "the ladies gave jane dirty stairs". honestly, you think someone would catch it before they all turn it in, but they're not that smart. a significant amount of people reported that the ladies at the party gave jane dirty stairs. if you're gonna cheat do it right! (meaning don't get caught) generally i don't approve of cheating, but on monotonous homework assignments it's not so bad. not that i'd straigt copy somebody's answer myself (i'd reword the answer), but whatever, they can do what they want. but they better not get caught, the morons! cheating on tests is wrong, no questions asked. just thought i'd clarify that one.

Wednesday, March 2, 2005

do you enjoy it? yea, then it's a sin.

before i get into the title explanation, i'd like to address the comment i got. first off, it's just my luck tha when i actually do get a comment, it's somebody telling me i'm being a bitch (more or less). ok, first off, "People have tried to ask you to do stuff, but you usually turn them down." who? the last person who asked me to do something was jessie, and i couldn't go because i already said i'd go to the districts game (for lack of anything better to do at the time, what irony). before that was joe, and i did go see constantine, as i mentioned earlier. before that.............. i can't think of a single one. the only times i've gone out in a while have been getting together with people after basketball games. who's asked me to go somewhere, let yourself be known! prove me wrong, i dare you! secondly "You had said people are usually busy, but do you even try? That's a definant no." this is true. i don't bother asking anyone, but there is reasoning behind this. for i dunno how long i'd ask people if they wanted to do something, and they were already busy, so i decided, if somebody wants to hang out with me, they'd ask. i'm not much of an initiator anyway, sorry. there's also some more behind this. the last couple times i did hang out with somebody on a regular basis, they got the wrong idea. -.- you see, some people aren't interested in a deeper relationship. some people wanna hang out for the sake of hanging out. lastly, i've been accused of pissing and moaning about doing nothing. i must confess, this is true. i like to complain, it's just something i do. i did already say that i'm a pessimist, didn't i? i'd like to conclude this paragraph with the thought that maybe people don't review because they like to hear me talk to myself. either way, i've decided that i don't care, do what ya want.

ok, now for the slightly delayed title explanation. do you enjoy anything you're doing? if yes, it's a sin. i just got back from the school confession-thing, and i have been educated in the way of the misinformed father papa (or whatever his name was). apparently, tampons are a form of birth control, therefore they are sinful. i dunno what planet he's from but i can see no way a tampon will prevent you from becoming pregnant. hell, you use tampons during your period, which would already mean you're not pregnant anyway. and for all you people who are dating steadily, if you're not getting married in the next 18 months, you're fornicating. kissing is a sin. i call this hypocrisy. if you want people to be sure that they really do like each other, then you should have extended dating/engagements. getting married 18 months after you meet a person seems really rash, if you ask me. most cases this is what leads to divorce.

ok, that's enough seriousness for one day. hmm.... what to say, what to say..... well, i'm bored (gee, what a shock). simply stating a fact there.

i can't remember if i have any homework to do or not. i think there's something i should be doing for ap chemistry, as i brought home my binder over the weekend, but i can't remember exactly what, and i don't feel like doing anything at the moment. tonight is the last night i have to do whatever i want for the rest of the week. i have to work tomorrow, friday, and saturday nights. i've found my job kind of monotonous lately. it's probably because i'm all by myself with nobody to talk to (save the occational "i'd like to order a cake") and it's mostly cleaning. at least now no one can accuse me of being incapable of moping, sweeping, and washing dishes. i can't wait till college, i'm planning on applying for a new job after i turn 19 (the magic age of employment). i can't wait till graduation either. or the last day of school. did anybody know that our last day is friday may 13th? sarah pointed that one out to me on thursday.

yay! it's almost lunch, and it's arby's day. arby's day and valentino's day are the only days i ever buy catering. i just don't like the other stuff after it's been transported here. it doesn't taste as good (and i don't like sandwiches, so that rules out blimpies).

i had a really weird dream last night, but now i can't remember what it was about. lately my dreams have been about routines, or daily life. of course it's a more exciting daily routine than my real one, but a day-to-day routine nonetheless. weird, no?

that's all for today.

Tuesday, March 1, 2005

oh, bite me

all in all, it's been a pretty sucky break. i haven't gotten to do much. i did get to go to a movie (for once in my life; not that i can't go, but honestly, who wants to sit in a theater by themself?) on sunday. it was constantine and i really enjoyed it. and i went to both districts basketball games tonight and last night, for lack of anything better to do. that and if i didn't show up, the clarinet section would have been royally screwed. i was the only clarinet there on monday, and there were only me and joe there tonight, and he uses all my music (so, basically, without me, he wouldn't have any music). i went to work on saturday too. that's about it. on friday....... i do believe i stayed home. again. man my life sucks. i need to get out more, but there's nowhere to go.