just clarifying things

well, i'm more me now, as i've had time to square with the bad news i received this morning. so i thought i'd clarify a few points i don't think i got across the way i wanted and reply to my commentors.

first off to chris the ninja, thanks for the advice. you're right though, sex is so abused anymore, which is why i was so angry. i don't really want to elaborate online, as this just isn't the sort of thing the whole world needs to hear, so i'll speak in general terms. everyone has their own reaction to this news. some get angry at the person most directly involved, some shake thier heads and ask why people are like that when they aren't, some cry, some just lose themselves and don't know what to do, and some just get sick thinking of the very concept. i'm that last one. when i heard the news i felt sick to my stomach (which i mentioned previously). and as for marriage without sex, theoretically it's possible, but i'm not a very optimistic person alot of the time. truth be told, if i ever do find someone who matches my strangely specific (and somewhat high) standards and get married to them, maybe i will have sex with them. but at this point in time i'm being a late bloomer.

and to mr. anonymous, i'm not entirely sure if you're being sarcastic or sincere on that last comment. you're right, it's all a matter of opinion, and i'm not trying to force my opinion on anyone with this rant. i'm just voicing my own opinion. and i would provide more to back up the reasoning behind my opinion, but like i said; this is not something i need to tell the entire world. if i did that would be a very bad and rather insensitive thing for me to do.

i hope this makes more sense than the last post. i was blowing off steam, so to say.

Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway. -Elbert Hubbard