do you enjoy it? yea, then it's a sin.

before i get into the title explanation, i'd like to address the comment i got. first off, it's just my luck tha when i actually do get a comment, it's somebody telling me i'm being a bitch (more or less). ok, first off, "People have tried to ask you to do stuff, but you usually turn them down." who? the last person who asked me to do something was jessie, and i couldn't go because i already said i'd go to the districts game (for lack of anything better to do at the time, what irony). before that was joe, and i did go see constantine, as i mentioned earlier. before that.............. i can't think of a single one. the only times i've gone out in a while have been getting together with people after basketball games. who's asked me to go somewhere, let yourself be known! prove me wrong, i dare you! secondly "You had said people are usually busy, but do you even try? That's a definant no." this is true. i don't bother asking anyone, but there is reasoning behind this. for i dunno how long i'd ask people if they wanted to do something, and they were already busy, so i decided, if somebody wants to hang out with me, they'd ask. i'm not much of an initiator anyway, sorry. there's also some more behind this. the last couple times i did hang out with somebody on a regular basis, they got the wrong idea. -.- you see, some people aren't interested in a deeper relationship. some people wanna hang out for the sake of hanging out. lastly, i've been accused of pissing and moaning about doing nothing. i must confess, this is true. i like to complain, it's just something i do. i did already say that i'm a pessimist, didn't i? i'd like to conclude this paragraph with the thought that maybe people don't review because they like to hear me talk to myself. either way, i've decided that i don't care, do what ya want.

ok, now for the slightly delayed title explanation. do you enjoy anything you're doing? if yes, it's a sin. i just got back from the school confession-thing, and i have been educated in the way of the misinformed father papa (or whatever his name was). apparently, tampons are a form of birth control, therefore they are sinful. i dunno what planet he's from but i can see no way a tampon will prevent you from becoming pregnant. hell, you use tampons during your period, which would already mean you're not pregnant anyway. and for all you people who are dating steadily, if you're not getting married in the next 18 months, you're fornicating. kissing is a sin. i call this hypocrisy. if you want people to be sure that they really do like each other, then you should have extended dating/engagements. getting married 18 months after you meet a person seems really rash, if you ask me. most cases this is what leads to divorce.

ok, that's enough seriousness for one day. hmm.... what to say, what to say..... well, i'm bored (gee, what a shock). simply stating a fact there.

i can't remember if i have any homework to do or not. i think there's something i should be doing for ap chemistry, as i brought home my binder over the weekend, but i can't remember exactly what, and i don't feel like doing anything at the moment. tonight is the last night i have to do whatever i want for the rest of the week. i have to work tomorrow, friday, and saturday nights. i've found my job kind of monotonous lately. it's probably because i'm all by myself with nobody to talk to (save the occational "i'd like to order a cake") and it's mostly cleaning. at least now no one can accuse me of being incapable of moping, sweeping, and washing dishes. i can't wait till college, i'm planning on applying for a new job after i turn 19 (the magic age of employment). i can't wait till graduation either. or the last day of school. did anybody know that our last day is friday may 13th? sarah pointed that one out to me on thursday.

yay! it's almost lunch, and it's arby's day. arby's day and valentino's day are the only days i ever buy catering. i just don't like the other stuff after it's been transported here. it doesn't taste as good (and i don't like sandwiches, so that rules out blimpies).

i had a really weird dream last night, but now i can't remember what it was about. lately my dreams have been about routines, or daily life. of course it's a more exciting daily routine than my real one, but a day-to-day routine nonetheless. weird, no?

that's all for today.